Willing = No Resistance.
To break away from all you've ever known. To be torn apart. To push way beyond your comfort zones. So far, that you don't remember what's it's like to be comfortable anymore. To push the intensity. To allow the burning of all your think you are, and all you have ever known. To be detached, to walk with a void in your chest. Are you willing?
Willing = No resistance to purging. Willing to pop like a champagne bottle, fizz all the emotions that have been repressed for so long you don't even know where they are coming from. Willing to watch each come and go, without your interference. You have relinquished control.
No resistance to the waves of intense thought that demand to know what is going on, where this is going, why this is happening. To be willing to drop identification with every thought that comes through. To watch your desire, your habit, to attach to the thought, and feel the discomfort, the twitch when you don't, and sit with it, and do NOTHING.
To be willing, determined, in every step you take toward the unknown. To get beyond all you know, to see what IS. To see, that in your cave of beliefs, and concepts, of the way things are, you are not living, you are denying your self life. You've chained your self to a prison, and cemented your beliefs and made them the walls. This is not Life. This is Death.
Are you willing to have your perception of everything turned upside down, being left with nothing but a big huge question mark, and an abyss of nothingness? Are you willing to let the lies burn?
You don't have to know what truth is, you just have to know your living a lie. You've got to feel that within our existence. You've got to feel it haunting you, eating you alive. That way every single time a wave of resistance comes through, you let it burn in your chest, until no resistance is left.
Willing = No Resistance. No resistance to your fears. No resistance to your Death.
All that is left is Continual Surrender to the Unknown.
Willing = No resistance to purging. Willing to pop like a champagne bottle, fizz all the emotions that have been repressed for so long you don't even know where they are coming from. Willing to watch each come and go, without your interference. You have relinquished control.
No resistance to the waves of intense thought that demand to know what is going on, where this is going, why this is happening. To be willing to drop identification with every thought that comes through. To watch your desire, your habit, to attach to the thought, and feel the discomfort, the twitch when you don't, and sit with it, and do NOTHING.
To be willing, determined, in every step you take toward the unknown. To get beyond all you know, to see what IS. To see, that in your cave of beliefs, and concepts, of the way things are, you are not living, you are denying your self life. You've chained your self to a prison, and cemented your beliefs and made them the walls. This is not Life. This is Death.
Are you willing to have your perception of everything turned upside down, being left with nothing but a big huge question mark, and an abyss of nothingness? Are you willing to let the lies burn?
You don't have to know what truth is, you just have to know your living a lie. You've got to feel that within our existence. You've got to feel it haunting you, eating you alive. That way every single time a wave of resistance comes through, you let it burn in your chest, until no resistance is left.
Willing = No Resistance. No resistance to your fears. No resistance to your Death.
All that is left is Continual Surrender to the Unknown.
"If a man in prison was at any time to have a chance of escape, then he must first of all realize that he is in prison."
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